yeah!!

I've finally got a full-time job!! As a camp planner.. Check out http://www.camp-challenge.com/.

Had to go thru a basic instructor course so that I could get a feel of the company. Let's just say I have never been so afraid before!!

Heights.. Food.. Those 4 days were almost hell to me, since I'm not the super-duper outdoors-adventurous type. However, I scraped through, and those 4 days worth of memories I will not forget.

Colleagues are really nice. Friends who know me think this job is something that really suits me. My friends' and my opinion of myself seem to differ a lot. They apparently think I'm a go-outside-feed-mosquitoes kind of person. I thought I wasn't. Now I aim to be, though. The job warrants it.

Might have a company trip to Batam for cable skiing!! I opted for that over waterfall hiking.

Wheee!! Great time to start a job.. What with the Christmas and New Year hols!

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Life.. is

boring, at this point in time. Slacker.. Total SLACKER.

Gave up SSS to take up some 1 yr HR which I declined too, in the end. This is what happens to picky, fickle people - no job, no life, no money to do anything else.

J at SSS was darn nice to me. Gave lots of advice, and bought me some tau huey too. Yummy! Ok that's not the point. She gave me the impression that I seem cynical to people. N just said last Sunday that I'm quite pessimistic.

Really? Who wouldn't be, after going through the kinda shit that I'd gone through in the past year? N should know.. Our boats were more or less similar. Mine was easier to sink than hers, though.

J told me to never, never, ever let anyone call you something you're not, or to put you down, unless you let them. And, to always find a loophole, to your advantage, in everything. Hee..

I've never really thought of myself as cynical or pessimistic.

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