DDK

This is to you..

I guess my take on this isn't important. It never will be again. Letting go is probably hard, but there isn't much of a choice on this. I don't blame you for what had happened. It is over, I've cried my share, burned myself, gave up on what I had put into us. Don't get me wrong. I do see all that you have done for me, and appreciate all the efforts you've put in for me. However, being thankful simply isn't enough to keep me going.

It takes 2 hands to clap. I apologise for all my faults as well.

That aside..

I'm glad you appreciated my efforts. It's nice to know once in a while that I did not do everything in vain. Is Mark ok? The ankle will probably leave him out of games for quite a long time right?

I did not know that you saw my efforts in being your cheerleader every Saturday. Every Saturday. True? You committed yourself to your games, I committed myself to supporting you. Score for me. Improve. Get Man of the Match. Get the award for the best improved player. Don't worry. You will find a girl who is silly enough to give up her Saturdays to watch your soccer games every weekend.

But I get more tired each week. I gave a lot.. and you turned on me. Is my tolerance really that high? Even after I found out that..

Anyway, with regards to your dad, please learn to forgive and forget. It probably sounds corny, but he is, after all, your dad. I believe that I have stood by you long enough to know the history and events of your family. Yes, it is unfair to you, but your heart is more generous than this. Trust me, I know.

And I'm glad you stood up for Alex. I guess that's just what happens when people cannot open their eyes to see the facts more clearly. I hope that your family can one day be as close as mine is. I stand on yours and Alex's side.

I'm also relieved that you did not take it out on your bro's baby. She's innocent. I'm really really happy you're making an effort for your mum and niece.

You have grown. You found your job, you found your purpose, and you're making efforts. I'm really happy for you. Now, the difference is, it's not me who is standing by your side anymore. Don't miss me. No one is indispensable. There are better girls than me. They can probably make you happier than I ever did.

I've found my happiness now. He is someone who cares for me as much as I do for him. We understand each other's efforts and I hope we will always appreciate each other, so that it will never be one-way, and I will never tire of this.

As compared to us.. Though I will never regret our time together. It's taught me a lot. If I could turn back time, I would want to go through this experience with you again. And I sincerely hope for the best for your future. Because I still care.. as a friend.

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