Sunday, February 28, 2010

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I've been an idiot.

In no way would I ever want to hurt you.

You have been so patient, so loving, so caring, so understanding, so steady, so secure.

Have I given you enough in return for this 1 week?

All I can remember doing is smiling everytime I see you. Involuntarily,because my heart is just warmed up everytime I look into your eyes.

My questions were never meant to hurt and destroy. I was only teasing.

At other times.. My questions are to know how and what you think..

Or, how you feel. Because I care. I want you to be happy. Comfortable. Pleased. I want you to realise I will never want to do anything to try to hurt you.

But.. the more I know you, the longer I am with you, I can't help but feel that.. I'm not good enough for you. At all. You're the greatest catch ever.. Not me.

=(

I don't know what to do.

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1 comment:

  1. Dumb dear~~~ I was not hurt by the question. I just want to let you know, that if i responded in that certain manner, it would escalate into hurt. words will become swords~~

    Is not my answer with love much better thatn a return of challenge? We can let it be a simple lesson for us. In Ephesians 4:29 - Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers (NKJV)

    As much as a gift from God you are to me, i want to be a gift from God to you.

    **I'm posting this while debating with you on MSN the criteria of "good BF" XD

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