Ramblings..

Attended C's wedding last week. The company was great! Met so many old friends.. long lost schoolmates I have not kept in touch with for so many years!

Really amazing.. especially the 'class' photo we took at the end! Captured all who were there.

Happy for all who are already married and will be getting married soon. =)

J said a sentence to me some weeks ago, which were.. an eye-opener. She thinks Qoo is never without a man. !! I couldn't believe my ears! Strange, no? It's been almost a year. Find it hard to imagine cosying up with anyone these days. I'm tired.

P doesn't seem to believe that I'm not asking for a lot.. In my opinion, I don't need someone with a car.. as long as we can take the bus or train together. I don't need someone rich, as long as he has a stable job, and will not use my money (ie. borrowing my money when he has none. It's a vast difference from me buying dinner for the both of us, etc). I want someone faithful, honest, filial, who will spare time for me. How hard is that?

Nonono no emo!! Hahaha..

September was a crazy month. Work piled soooo high I couldn't see the wall. Nah that's an exaggeration. But I OT-ed more in September than I have since.. I ever started working. Glad it's all over now.

We changed office! Same floor, different room. Fresher air, brighter surroundings, cleaner look! Smaller space, colder temperature, but altogether.. I find that this is something I appreciate.

Can't wait to continue bellydance with M. After September started, all time disappeared. Probably can finally breathe again.

Disappointed.. S does not want to go Korea with us next year, because she says that she has nothing in common with the other 2. Decision respected, but still feeling some disappointment floating around in the air. It was, after all, something to look forward to.

G has disappeared!! He's better have a good reason.. like working hard on golf.. or spending all his spare time with the gf. =P

Quite tired recently.. can sleep early, like at 10, and still cannot wake the next morning.

What am I now looking forward to? I feel lost again.. Maybe just.. earning my keep, send Daddy and Mummy as much around the world as I can..

J once commented long ago.. that even though I don't sound so, and my messages are filled with smiley faces, she knows how broken I feel inside.

It's not like I'm slacking, or have no activities, or meet no friends, or have no life.

I'm just..

Waiting. To feel something.

You know, like the May Day Dance.. the 2 months of training, getting scolded, repeating steps endlessly.. the efforts that paid off.

Yes, we shall resume bellydance.

*Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.*

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